All's Right with the World

More nge fanart!!! (sorry not sorry).
I spent so much time on Asuka's hair and I still have so much trouble with anatomy T_T I like how the colors turned out tho! 

Last week was a pretty awful for me. T_T My pet dove flew out a window, I got rejected from a job I really REALLY wanted, I bombed a tax exam, sobbed really hard.... The point is: Can you imagine what it was like painting this thing with the whole "All's right with the world" motto plastered on the wall.

Hehe, I know my problems may not be that huge but lately I've been feeling really sorry for myself. I still feel like no matter how much further I keep going career wise it's only pushing me further away from what I truly want to do.... ART. The struggle to find a job, trying to support yourself, continuing education.... Frankly I don't even know how I ended up doing accounting as a major, but my graduation is in a few weeks and I'm pretty upset. I think my biggest fear is having to give up art because I will never have time for it. I'm not as good as I wan't to be and I  can't catch up when my priorities always lie in making good grades and doing things other people tell me. I feel so cornered and sad and I don't know what to do but I'm not lying when I say these things keep me up at night. However stupid people say it is I truly regret never getting the chance to go to an art school or ever taking classes in art. *sighsss* Things always work out right? I'm not sure why I decided to spill this on here (probably because nge makes me feel angsty).